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Hello girls!
So, as promised, here is the constant of 1 chapter. But before you read, I will make a rigraziamento. Thanks to Ale, which is helping me more 'than ever to write well all the chapters. Much of this chapter, she wrote, and I can only applaud his talent, then ...... ENJOY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ah, another thing! If you want to reread the first part of this first chapter, go HERE !
1. ULTIMATUM (second part)
After eating a few bites in silence, in which Charlie continued to read the newspaper, and Bella took up reading his battered copy of Wuthering Heights, Charlie was decided in the end, he thought, could not wait forever, even if the very idea lured him
... 'It is true, there is a reason why I decided to do this thing, "he said indicating the kind of thing sticky he was on his plate. Charlie was not good at cooking, in fact, it was denied, and I found it repulsive human food, but that thing was really disgusting.
He continued: "I wanted to talk"
"Just ask" replied Bella.
Charlie nodded, frowning. "Yeah, I'll try to remember. I thought I would spare you to cook sweetened. "Bella laughed. "But of course, your cooking skills I have literally turned into a sugar. What's Daddy? "He had meanwhile replied Bella. I could not make a smile on hearing those words.
But here are the thoughts of Charlie, related to Jacob, his condition of freedom, and in fact said, 'Well, about Jacob "
Even though I knew what was happening, I could not stop myself hardening and remain completely still while waiting Bella's reaction. "What hits?" He asked in a whisper. "Quiet, Bells. I know you have it with him again because he has the light, but it was the best decision. He has behaved responsible. "Charlie said trying to calm Bella must have been too stiff like me. "Responsible for ... Okay. What central Jacob "asked Bella acid.
Charlie frowned for a moment and thought about how Bella would react to hearing his beautiful and above all very, popular terms. "Do not be angry with me, please"
"angry?"
'Well, it has to do with Edward "Charlie's tone was clumsy and he went on.
"I allowed to return to see you, right?
"Of course it is. But only at certain times. Of course you could give me to go out at set times, "he added Bella joked that his "imprisonment" that he thought would last until the end of the school. "Recently I've been acting quite well."
Oh yeah, Charlie sighed in her head, Bella had hit the point.
"That's more or less wanted to get right here ..." In fact he smiled, serene and finally relaxed. Bella Charlie did not understand what he meant, but knowing it was doing all his usual movie in my head.
"I do not understand, Dad. We are talking about Jacob, Edward's or my punishment? "Charlie smiled again. "More or less of all three"
"How what?" Asked Bella always more cautious, he was clearly understood something.
as usual I did not know why. It was exasperating not being able to read minds, not knowing what to think, what frightened her, but never really successful and I do not think I would have never succeeded.
"Okay," Charlie sighed and raised his hands in surrender. "Here, I thought that maybe deserves a discount for good behavior. For the age that you have, it is remarkable how little you complain. "
" Really? I'm free? "The expression I saw Bella in thought Charlie was extraordinary! Eyes wide open, mouth open in an "O" really very funny, and I could not help but giggle to myself. But he did not expect anything, did not think that there might be conditions. Charlie made her realize that it was all here, raising a finger and saying the magic word: "On one condition" Here, the expression of Bella was priceless. He returned as before, as if Charlie had not said anything. "Great," he muttered.
"Bella, this is a reminder than a request, right? You are free. But I hope you will use your freedom wisely .... "
"What do you mean?"
Charlie sighed again. "I know that your only desire is to spend all your time with Edward ..."
"The pace with Alice" retorted Bella. Alice, it could come to find Bella when and how much I wanted was not to meet any time.
"True, but you have other friends besides the Cullens, Bella. Or rather, had "Uh
shot down. Whether for Bella, that for me. Since I got back, we did not want to separate anything, the moments when we were together were too painful, but forget them quickly, in the sweetness of finding ourselves, even after only a few hours. But for us, separate us, it meant breaking his soul in two, split in half, it was unbearable.
"When was the last time you talked to Angela Weber?" Asked Bella challenging, convinced to come out winner.
"Friday for lunch, "she replied promptly.
Before my return, our classmates were divided into two groups, seen by Bella, Good and Evil, or also called Us and Them. It 'amazing what the mind of Bella is fantastic for such things, is always the names that can define the reality of things, but they are trigger-happy! But back to us. Bella they had "sorted out" in these two groups
the side of good / We, we have: Angela Weber, the only girl I thought was worthy of being friends with Bella, for her kindness and good nature, her boyfriend Ben and finally that ... better not tell you, Mike Newton.
But on the other side of the ring, we can find the bad / They, led by Lauren Mallory and all others, including Jessica Stanley, the first "friend" so if we can call, of Bella when she came to Forks.
But my return was also served to get rid of Mike, foolish human madly in love with Bella, passing from the bad dl. But Angela did not even think of moving away from Bella, she was glad she was happy again, and if he was with me, then the others did not matter, as well as Ben, he fully supported his girlfriend. In fact, every day they sat at table with us, Alice, Bella and me, and now felt at ease, were not so embarrassed as the beginning.
"Apart school? "behold, he had won. But then how could Bella have met someone outside of school if no one was allowed to set foot outside the door, except to go to school and work?
"I have not seen anyone outside of school, Dad. They are being punished, remember? And then, Angela also has a boyfriend. He is always with Ben. If I were really free, maybe we could go out together. "Here, Bella and I had thought the same thing, disregarding the fact the output to four, absolutely not, was not in my thoughts.
"All right. But ... You and Jacob were inseparable, and now ... "... and now there is no question that Bella steps his time with a bad-tempered puppy!
"Would you mind to get down to it, Dad? What - exactly - your conditions? "Interrupted Bella. Not even she wanted to hear too much of Jacob "lost puppy" Black.
"I do not feel good that you sacrifice all your friends to be with your boyfriend, Bella" Swan said the Chief Inspector in a firm voice. "It's not fair, and I think that your life would be more balanced if she understood other people. What happened last September ... "
I saw in the mind of Charlie and Bella was covered by a thrill, but he went quickly, for fear the fury of his daughter would soon be unleashed, to hear the words he would say.
'Well, if your life there had been someone other than Edward Cullen, maybe would have gone differently, "What? Of course, had to agree that spending time with his friends, those of humans, not vampires and werewolves, but would go the same way, even if he had more friends. I realized just now how much I love her and how much she loves me, and even with the help of friends all over the world, would not change anything, because she would not forget me, never would have done, and would have suffered like me , less, but still much too much for her heart pounding in my little angel.
"It would be went the same way, "he muttered, still thinking like me.
"Maybe yes, maybe no" Charlie again? Insist well, be convinced of this nonsense, but can not remember as it was already more reduced Bella? Yet, every time I see, that's your first thought. And make me feel a worm, but no, now you want to convince you that if he had someone next door, nothing would have happened? That would have just said "Oh, okay, okay, goodbye Edward, I miss you, but if you decide so ... okay, so say hello to Alice, right? Even Emmet, the three of you I miss you most of all "Do you think he would have said so and that the next day would have already tried a new boyfriend? I do not think Charlie and I know that deep down, I do not think even you, and that, increasingly deep, are you happy that I'm back because since I came here with Bella, again, she has begun to smile, not I have nightmares at night, it looks more like a zombie ... I did not know where it came from all that anger, because then unleashed it, everything dun'colpo. I realized that it uprooted a small tree. Closed fists and I touched her temples. I concentrated to get back to the present, to calm down. I would need to Jasper, but he was not there, was hunting with Alice, Rosalie and Emmet. I did some deep breaths and went back to listen to the conversation. But I realized that I had passed only one thousandth Second, Bella had not yet responded to his father. That anger, all I had thought, all in a split second, everything ... but how could so quickly?
"We go to then?" Bella's voice brought me back to reality.
"Use your new freedom to stay with other friends. Remains in balance. "
Bella nodded slowly. "Go for balance. I'll have to divide my time into precise parts? "
After a face and a silent mime with no head, Charlie said. "Do not make it more complicated than it is. I just do not forget my friends ... especially Jacob "It ridaglie!
But then you're set! Bella will not go a single second in the company of that dog from overwork! No, not yet put in danger my Bella, my angel. "With Jacob is likely to be difficult ..." replied Bella.
"I have Black friends of the family, Bella," said Charlie and his father seriously. "And Jacob you were very, very close friend as"
"I know
" I do not ever feel the lack? "Charlie asked, exasperated by the indifference of Bella.
I froze instantly.
"Yes, I miss ... I miss him a lot"
At that moment, it seemed that a boulder had fallen on his head. I miss it, I knew, but could not afford to get hurt, no, I would not have risked, would not have met Jacob Black alone.
"So where's the difficulty?"
I could not. As Bella could not have to explain to his father. We could not endanger the life of Charlie. We had enough trouble for this reason, there needed to do more.
"With Jacob are in conflict .... A contrast on the friendship, I mean. Sometimes it seems that Jacob could not accept "But it was not the truth, at least, not in part. It was a collection of small details. Why was not Jacob who did not want to settle, he would not just be friends with Bella. He wanted to be more. He knew that Bella, a little, was in love with him, even if you do not want to admit, and he wanted to do everything to understand it, and chose him. But this, I knew and hoped would never happen. Our bond was unbreakable. Anyway, good wishes to speak in person, but as I have repeated and repeated, never will, not without me, and I, strangely enough, I could not enter the reserve, so ... oops!!
"Edward would not accept a bit 'of healthy rivalry?" Charlie said at the time ... ok, keep me still, because now I burst in there and me pap!! Oh, Edward, what are you thinking?? Help, speaks for itself! God, vampires can go crazy? I know that I am already ... but I'm crazy about Bella (oh, that sentimentalist !!!!! Ok, I took this piece from one of my many phrases, but I like too !!!!!)
" There is no rivalry, "said the grim my soul mate. But this time I could only blame the MIA Bella. Yes, because of rivalry there was all right! Bella away from Jacob wanted me, wanted her own with him, who loves only him, as he only loved Bella, and would continue to love her for eternity, or throughout its life, or until he had the ' imprinting, although doubted the fact that some could stand his smell and his bad temper. But anyway, would not let Bella be like me, that is a "blood-suckers," as we define those in the flock and the old yet familiar with the legends.
"If you insist on Jake in this way avoid the hurt that's all. I'm sure they would prefer to remain friends, rather than nothing. "
" Jake's friendship is not enough at all, I'm sure ... How are you these ideas? "Said Charlie
embarrassed. "I have spoken today with Billy ..."
"You and Billy gossip worse than two wives," Bella replied angrily.
"Billy is concerned about Jacob" Charlie said, in a futile attempt to defend themselves. "If you spend a lot of bad ... and 'depressed." No, excuse the impertinent question, but we? Well, I mean, look alive, even without knowing it, in fact, I live much better without knowing it!
Bella winced, but Charlie pretended to nothing and went on, convinced that this tactic was doing effect.
"And then you were always so happy after a day spent with Jake," Charlie sighed.
"Even now I am happy," said Bella between the teeth. Hearing his voice, and seeing his face in the mind of Charlie, a crack in the skin made me laugh!
Even Charlie could not resist and he laughed, it was impossible not do it! Even Bella finally gave up and laughed heartily. His face was extraordinary in the thoughts of Charlie, absolutely beautiful.
"Okay, okay, balance," he said.
"And Jacob" ... let him into her world of unicorns in which there is a Parallel Bella just love him. Ahahahaha, but because they are funny! And then I start talking to himself! The proximity of Bella is starting to hurt! Luckily, I admit it!
"I'll try."
"Good. Find a balance, Bella. Ah, among other things, You've Got Mail "" E 'on the mantelpiece "
Bella stood motionless, lost in thought. Oh, how I liked to read his mind !!!!!
"is on fire" Charlie was very proud of Bella, and Bella was absolutely right ... it was a fantastic girl, intelligent, loyal, good. ... BELLA! In one thousandth of a second when I thought all this, Charlie drew back his chair from the table, washed her plate and threw an envelope to Bella, Bella suffered so insistently and probably also by the joy that lived in the eyes of Charlie replied with a simple but eloquent "Uh ... thanks" but then noted the address of the envelope, "How fast, I was afraid of being late with their" .... Charlie chuckled.
Bella lifted the flap and remained prohibited "is open".
"I was curious," said Charlie with a hint of embarrassment.
"I am shocked sheriff. Under federal law is a crime," he joked Bella, I loved when there was that light in his eyes, the melted chocolate in them, her cheeks pink color of my favorite, and its beautiful I loved kissing lips huddled in an involuntary smile.
"Oh I just opened" Charlie defended himself. "Congratulations" continued "application accepted."
"Thanks Dad" said Bella
"I think we should speak of the line, I saved some money ..." Charlie said ...
"Alt alt. Hold on there I also have my savings the college, "said Bella ... .. broke into laughter at the thought of Bella's face while he outlined my ideas for the college. ... Dartmouth is actually a very expensive school. ... but for my family the money was not an problem ... and if only he had allowed me Bella ... I would have enrolled in Harvard ... .. but if I did Bella takes the nose for a week ...
Meanwhile, Charlie and Bella continued to discuss the costs of college ... until Charlie Bella did not ask of my intentions for the college ... to what Bella had no answer so I decided to intercede, so I knocked king raps at the door ... Charlie Swan raised his eyes to heaven and Bella sprang to the door obviously happy that I had saved from answering.
"Finish" Bella cried although it was not necessary ... and while Charlie shouted a go! mental not to disturb too Bella.
He opened the door forcefully, clearly impatient to see me, but his impatience was nothing compared to my
... I saw her, silent and my heart seemed to have a start, she was beautiful, her brown hair falling softly on the shoulders , his long face, pale, her cheeks roses that once awakened the monster inside of me, his fleshy pink lips and her eyes ... .... ... those beautiful eyes melted chocolate, which patrolled my volvulus face with wonder ... .. ... ... only her ... she just would not have desired nothing more than her for the rest of my eternity ... I knew I did not deserve so much ... but I wanted more than anything else. ... as if my silent heart there was his picture printed on it ... the way that anyone important enough to know myself read inside ... knew that I belonged to her ... and that I belonged ... forever. while staring at you in the eye intrecciai my fingers to her ... and with the back of his hand efforts cheeks
"Hello" I said ... with that strange air
wondering ... "How was your evening?" I asked
"Slow"
"Even my" I closed my eyes and turned his hand to breathe the delicious scent, then we heard the footsteps of Charlie coming to control us, he opened his eyes suddenly and lowered our hands .. but do not let go on His fingers too ... I need your warmth ... ..
"Hello Charlie" greeted politely.
"I took a few more questions of registration" Charlie could not complain of our hobbies ... if we were we would probably just hug ... kiss ... like all the other couples ... and instead we compiled ... letters of enrollment for universities, but d ' Moreover, we were not just in the canons of classical pairs. Bella made a face that could be easily interpreted without the need for extra capacity of my ... how could they still existed that did not have his college application?? Hahaha classic in me ... "Is there any unexpired term. Universities are willing to make an exception" Bella was definitely thinking about how much money we were behind the exceptions ... and I could not keep from laughing at his expression, "After her, "I said pushing the kitchen table.
Clears the table and quickly saw me as I looked up to heaven when I move the table from her copy of Wuthering Heights! I was going to ask her how she reads the same book a thousand times ... Charlie interrupted my train of thought "about college enrollment, Edward, Bella and I were just talking about next year. You have decided that the institution attended?"
I smiled and thought to rest in a friendly tone that amount could have the choice of college for me ... I had entered and exited several times by the most prestigious college .. I did not care much the name of the school. "I have not decided yet. I got some positive response, but all options remain open."
"Where you have agreed?" Charlie insisted
"Syracuse ... Dartmouth Harvard ... ... and today I received the answer in the affirmative Southeast Alaska" I turned slightly to wink at Bella ... that gave a giggle.
"Harvard? Dartmouth?" Charlie said in a rather abrupt tone for the news ... you still tried to continue the conversation, "Well, it's really something .... Even the University of Alaska ... but do not tell me that you take into account, before the opportunity to attend college so prestigious. I mean, imagine that your father would prefer that you ... "Charlie stopped
" Carlisle always willingly accept my choices, "Charlie said with a grunt ..." mmm. "
"Guess what ', Edward," Bella said in a shrill voice.
"What Bella? Said, according to the game.
" The University of Alaska has just accepted my application for registration!
"Congratulations!", "What a coincidence" Charlie
annoyed that there was complicity between me and her daughter, "Well," he said, "I'm going to watch the game, Bella. Nine and a half "
" Uh, Dad? Remember the recent discussion about my freedom?
Charlie sighed, "Sure. Okay, half past ten. In the days of school is a curfew."
lied with conviction, "Bella is not being punished?"
"probation" precise Charlie clenched teeth, "what do you care?"
is nice to know "I said" Alice is desperate for a companion for shopping, and I'm sure Bella would love to look at city \u200b\u200blights, "I said smiling at Bella.
" NO! "roared Charlie and his face became a strong scarlet.
Bella confused by the vehemence of his father," Daddy? What's wrong? "
" I do not want you to go to Seattle, for the moment "
" Eh? "
" I told the newspaper article: there is a species of bloodthirsty band and I want you to remain away, okay? "said Charlie. And he was right, but his words were more true to what he thought ... Seattle was really a gang of blood thirsty ... but we were perfectly safe in the family that they were vampires ... all babies!!
But Beautiful did not understand, "Dad the chance that lightning strike me are higher than those in Seattle ..."
"No, Charlie is right. I tended not to Seattle. Actually, I thought of Portland. Nor do I ever bring Bella in Seattle.'s all we .
Bella looked at me in disbelief, while I was reading the newspaper article was talking about Charlie.
Eventually Charlie agreed exit of Bella and Alice "Okay" and went straight to watch the match.
"What ..." began to ask Bella
"Wait," I said without looking up from his newspaper while he spent the first registration form to Bella "So I think you can recycle your essays. Same questions."
Charlie was still paying attention to us even though he tried not to show it, Bella began to write the usual stuff: name, address ....
vampire babies, which should create some strange reason babies are difficult to soothe ... and if they create problems attract the attention of Bella Volturi ... I looked away from my train of thought, had removed the modules themselves.
"Bella?" I asked confused
"Be serious, Edward. Dartmouth?" I asked almost angrily.
lifted the forms and put them in front of her "I think you'll like New Hampshire, to me there's a full program of evening courses, and for lovers of trekking the forests there. Rich in wildlife." removable covers My crooked smile that I knew so much pleasure, "I will give to give me back the money, if you really care about, if you want I can also charge interest on the loan
" As if I could pass the entrance exam without cheating dramatically. Or would you tell me everything is included in the loan? There will be a new "room Cullen" in the library? Ugh why redo this speech? " Bella said, annoyed, not actually had a point, the "Cullen room" was the new science lab and the library.
"Would you mind end up filling out the form, please, Bella? For an application form nobody died" I already knew what he would do, I knew too well, and in fact, "You know what, I do not think I will." threatened me looking for the sheets to destroy them, but I preceded it, the sheets were already safely in the pocket of my jacket.
"What do you think?" churches.
"I am able to make your signature even better than you. And the rest you have already wrote this yourself"
"you're pulling a bit 'too much rope, and you know it well." Bella spoke in a low voice ... I was afraid that Charlie felt the "need not seek to enroll elsewhere. I have already accepted in Alaska. I can almost afford the tuition fee for the first half. How is good alibi. There is no need waste a lot of money no matter who they are "My expression hardened ... I could not think that you speak this way ... so quiet and peaceful one thing that made me die. ... I could not deprive my little angel of his soul. ... I wanted to be her protector ... but how could I be a protector if let my selfishness, they were losing the soul, "Beautiful .." "Do not start. I understand the need to enact all the best for the good of Charlie, but we both know that next year I will not be able to enroll in any university. It's bringing together people." My face was frozen his features petrified ... ... if only I could speak freely without Charlie I keep an eye ... a fury .... ... ... But a rage I tried to compose myself for not scaring Bella. "I thought I had not yet talked about the times. Maybe you like to attend a semester or two of college. There are a lot of human experiences that you never did." I said in a whisper. "To those I have time later." And here again the fury ... "There will be more human experiences afterward. You will not have another chance, Bella." "You have to think of rationality in the way and time, Edward. Is too dangerous to tinker." We are still in danger, "insisted ... Bella was lost in thought for a minute ... what I would give to be able to read her mind just this instant! Then I saw the sadness in his eyes and fear and anxiety as well ... I decided to calm her, "Bella. There is no need to hurry. I'll be there to defend yourself. You can take as long as you want." "I want to be in a hurry, I also want to be a monster tried to get the irony .. but this did nothing but increase my rage ... she was happy to become a monster ... to become the slave of the blood. ... as we all are. Serres teeth to prevent me from shouting "You do not realize what you say" I took the newspaper and pointed to the Arctic on Seattle "And what of it?" "The monsters are no joke, Bella" Bella looked at me confused, "It 'a vampire's fault? Whispered tried to hide a smile, but my voice was ice" Would you surprise, Bella, if I told you how often are those of my race to fill your horror news. Those who can see them easily Rico. Judging from these violations, there is a newborn vampire on the loose in Seattle. Trimmed with blood, wild and out of control. How do we all. "He looked down on paper and so I continued," We keep an eye on things for a few weeks. The signs are there: unlikely disappearances, always at night, hidden evil dead, no other clues ... Yes, a new one. And no one seems to watch over the activities of neophyte .. "" Well is not our problem. We'll take care of the matter even if it is not so close to our house .. I told you, it happens all the time. Implies the presence of monsters monstrous consequences. "He lost himself in thought again and this time could not make out her face at the end spoke," For me it will be different, "she said, almost enthusiastic" You do not allow me to become so. We'll live in Antarctica. Sbuffai and tried to lighten the conversation, "In the midst of the penguins. You know how nice. "He threw the newspaper down," Then Alaska, as we wanted. Maybe somewhere more isolated Jeneau ... where there are a lot of grizzly "" That's better, there are also polar bears. Very bad, "laughed mentally for the words that I was going to say" And the wolves are pretty big. "But Bella did not like and ... as I usually did ... unfortunately began to think of Jacob. "What's wrong?" I pretended not to understand what was blowing, but in the end "Oh, okay let's leave the wolves if the idea makes you uncomfortable," my voice was harsh, I wanted her too well to her little furry friend! "He was my best friend Edward, it is obvious that the idea makes me uncomfortable," "Forgive my weight" I did not want you angry with me was too painful "It was better not go into detail." "Do not worry," he tried to calm down, but small hands were tight fist on the table, so I decided to forgive me, with your finger and with all the delicacy can be lifted her little chin "Excuse me, really." "I know, I know that is not the same. I should not react like that, but I was also thinking about Jacob before you came" Every time you speak her name, was a bitter do that in his tone of voice that made me nervous "According to Charlie, Jake is not going bad. .. She is suffering because of me." I did not need to tell me what he thought Charlie was happy that Bella had to smile back, but he hoped every day that I was the dog. "You have not done anything wrong Bella" "I need help Edward. I need him. Besides, Charlie has placed one of its conditions ..." I froze ... Bella really wanted much, much, much more than I wanted his good friend on all fours. "You know that out of the question that you frequent a werewolf no one to protect you, Bella. And if one of us came into their territory, violating the pact. Want to start a war? "" No certainly not! "" So there is no point in arguing, "withdrew his hand and looked away ... looking for something that would divert the discussion to other conversations, then I noticed his book battered "I am delighted that Charlie has decided to let go, I'm afraid that you need to visit a library. I can not believe you're rereading Wuthering Heights. Do not you know by heart now? "" Do not we all have a photographic memory. "Replied acidly," Photographic memory or not, I do not understand how he can please you. The main characters are unsavory characters that ruin the vote each. Beyond me that Heatcliff and Cathy are considered in terms of couples like Romeo and Juliet or Elizabeth Bennet and Darcy. Theirs is a story of love not hate "" No way you go down the classics, eh? "" Perhaps because it strikes me that is old, "smiles pleased to have diverted attention" Seriously, why do you persist to read it again? "I was curious, for me it was a horrible story, and Bella found it rather interesting in some way ... I wanted to know .. I leaned up to the hand around his face to make me look beautiful in your eyes" Seriously cos' is that attracts you so? "" I do not know, "I think it has to do with the inevitability of their union. Nothing can separate them, neither the selfishness of her, nor wickedness, and eventually mortre ... "I thought his words .... Probably, Bella and I were like ... nothing could separate us, if not death ... or even that ... We had both the risk, more than once ... and despite everything, here we are ... "I keep thinking that it would be a better story if either of them had some merit," "Maybe it's just the point, the only value that is their love "At this point we could afford a bit of irony," I hope you're not so daring to fall in love with someone so spiteful ... "" Now is late to decide who fall in love. And despite the recommendations, I seem to essermela fared pretty well, "said my beautiful little angel without the slightest hesitation. Chuckled" I'm glad that you will be convinced. "At that point she was joking," Well I hope you are smart enough to avoid someone so selfish. The true origin of the problems is Catherine, not Heathcliff. "I did not have the slightest doubt that the next person I had was wonderful! And despite everything I still capacitance of the fact that she wanted me But anyway I decided to play the game" I'll be in guard. "and I was not referring only to our joke meant to also be on guard to keep an eye on. She became when she wanted something quite inventive! She insisted, "I need to see Jacob," he shook my hand so I could not get away from her face. I closed my eyes to not show all the fury that was unleashed in me every time he talked about Jacob, La Push, wolves ... with that veil of melancholy in his eyes! He pleaded, as if there were any things that might change my mind. ... She and the puppy furry would not have seen, it was too dangerous, "Look, is not dangerous. I spent whole days in La Push them all together and never nothing happened, but betrayed by herself because her voice gave the "no" as his heart began to beat fast, who knows things the dogs had made those disgusting. "The werewolves are unstable. Who is next ends up getting hurt. Some even risked death" Bella did not answer, perhaps someone thought the story of La Push. "I do not know," he said finally, as if to challenge me. "I know them better than you think, Bella. The last time I was there." Had breached its security. "The last time?" he asked hesitantly. "Our path crossed that of the wolves about seventy years ago. ... We had just laid down near Hoquiam. It was before Alice and Jasper to join with us. We were more numerous than they, but that would not be enough to prevent the clash If it were not for Carlisle. " My mind races to that point ... sulfate in three they were, we were nine, then Tanya and her sisters lived with us. Despite their numerical inferiority were ready to fight, but Carlisle tried to talk to them, I was interpreting. Explained to them that we do not cn fed human blood as there was enough for the animal to survive, were initially very hesitant but eventually became convinced that we "were not dangerous" as Jacob Black had said when he tried the year before to blow on my Bella. "He managed to convince Ephraim Black that coexistence was possible, and eventually enshrined the truce." "I thought that the offspring had not gone more than Ephraim, the genetic defect underlying the mutation disappeared ..." those bastards ... dogs and instead they had to cross the street of my angel "Your bad luck seems to become more powerful every day. Do you realize that your irresistible attraction to all that is lethal even managed to save from extinction a pack of mutant canines? If you could bottle your luck we would have in hand a weapon of mass destruction. " Probably was offended because I said so grim, "But it was not me to bring them to life. Do not you know?" What he meant, "What?" "My luck has nothing to do. The wolves have reappeared when vampires have reappeared." What the hell was he saying? That was not our fault if those are so hairy and smelly back into the fray?? "Jacob told me ..." he continued, seeing that Bella did not answer "What was the presence of your family to put everything in motion. I thought you already knew ..." My thoughts were over in a traffic jam ... .. What the hell stories tell those giant dogs?? "I'm just convinced?" I asked, "Edward considers the facts. Seventy years ago, when you arrived, the wolves appear here. Now you're back, and Here comes again, too. The judge a coincidence?" In fact it was a very strange thing, something to think about "Carlisle will find your theory interesting." "Theory, sure," she snorted her as the truth ... you trust them, but how did !!!!!!!! "Interesting, but not quite significant," "Things do not change" I decreed. She had no friends werewolves. He got up and walked towards me, it will automatically open your arms to welcome her and she sat on my lap. "T i please listen for a minute only. To me it's important, not just a whim of wanting to see an old friend. Jacob is sick. I can not try to help, I can not abandon him now that he needs me. Just because is not always human ... Well, he stood by me even when I was much more human. " I was criticized for having abandoned, I was remembering that when I left she had suffered so much, but there was no need for it to do, Charlie inadvertently delighted me, you all those pictures every time he saw me. Every time he thought Bella soon after my neglect, would not eat, did not speak ... it seemed a zombie .... His eyes were dull and always swollen with tears. "If Jacob had not helped me I do not know what you'd find on your return. I owe it all much more than Edward." Everything I added was a stab in the heart .... but in any case he had helped or not .... she would not again. "I will never forgive to have you abandoned. Even if I live another thousand years." I gently stroked her face, till my body, as it was always under the hot feel relaxed. "You just tried to make the best decision. And I'm sure it would work with someone less crazy to me. But you're here. Only that counts." He was too dangerous and unstable, she, too good and fragile. The fury began to emerge. "If I had gone, now you do not feel compelled to risk their lives to help a dog." But now with the flight there was selfishness, I knew, I was aware. But she was too, too important to me .... And I could not let her go. "I can not find the right words to tell you. It may seem cruel, I'm afraid. But I almost already too many times to lose. I know how heavy the certainty of not having you" when I thought I lost her forever. ... I ... I ... every moment that went by that certainty ... it was like bleeding to death from a tiny wound, drop after drop after play, but for me, being soulless, blood would not have done anything, I would suffer forever, for all eternity. "I will not tolerate any threatening behavior". "We ask only that you can trust.'ll Be fine." He did not understand "Bella, please." "Please what??" I asked almost angrily. "Please do it for me. Please be rational, and endeavored to protect yourself. I will do everything possible, but I'd like to cooperate at least a little." I'll de my best "I'm pleased." Do you know how important you are to me? Can you realize how much I love? " pressed it against my chest and greeted her head under her chin, her scent intoxicated me and I am delighted. Bella touched with his lips on my neck, and an almost imperceptible shudder ... struck me from head to foot. "I realize my love for you" said it was more convinced of my own. "It 's like comparing a tree to an entire forest," "impossible" I kissed her hair, glad that skirmish was over, "No werewolves" "I will not obey. I need to see Jacob." Or maybe not "So I will have to stop" "We'll see" "It 's still my friend." It would be a long war ... .. She would not have given up and I knew that. I do not I allowed to put yourself in danger .... Disgusting giant dog!
Well, now I must go, but I promise the 2nd chapter soon !!!!!!!!!!!
Ciaooooooooooooooo, kisses, Francesca
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